the disowning of a half-sib
a large bag of all the belongings of mine left at the home of one of the half-sibs has been deposited in my garage.
i feel as though i've just been broken up with. instead of being the scorned ex-girlfriend, i'm the scorned ex-half-sister. is there even a step down from being a half-sib? i suppose the word for that would be stranger.
apparently, the fact that i spent a year & a half consoling this half-sib after her husband died doesn't count for squat. that's 18 months of my life i'm not going to get back. i could have used my time more wisely by spending it with my father. she could've used that time to spend with her father.
too fucking late now, isn't it?
i feel as though i've just been broken up with. instead of being the scorned ex-girlfriend, i'm the scorned ex-half-sister. is there even a step down from being a half-sib? i suppose the word for that would be stranger.
apparently, the fact that i spent a year & a half consoling this half-sib after her husband died doesn't count for squat. that's 18 months of my life i'm not going to get back. i could have used my time more wisely by spending it with my father. she could've used that time to spend with her father.
too fucking late now, isn't it?
posted by rach at 9:50 pm
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